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So are you. ♥
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Of course I will follow you. I love your blog!
I don’t trust anyone to stand by me, through everything. I don’t trust anyone, not even my best friend, to put up with all my shit, and not leave me for someone better. Every time I do something wrong- like drink too much or whatever- I feel like that is the end of our friendship, because I’m a fuck up and a failure, and no one needs someone like me in their lives. And so I do stupid shit- I accuse my best friends of leaving me, of not caring about me, of getting sick of me. I ignore them and stop talking and avoid everyone, just to see who notices, who cares, who asks. It’s pathetic. It’s annoying. I understand that, and will honestly try to stop. I’ll honestly try to relax and have some faith, and believe it when my friends say they will be there for me, and stay in my life- before my insecurities and assumptions actually drive them away.
vavalidlikesalad asked: I'm glad we've become better this year. I feel as if i can talk to you about anything and everything. You always know exactly what to say, when i'm going through shit. You're like the Valid to my salad hahaha, Please don't take things seriously when i seem like im mad at you, like in math yesterday, because in all honesty, you are my best friend, and i could never be mad at you. I can't wait to help you post photos of Ronnie all over your walls. Love you girl. ♥
well, this has gotta be one of the nicest and sweetest things anyone has ever said to me. you are honestly the best friend anyone could ask for. even when i’m being stupid or overthinking shit, you are there for me, and understand exactly what i’m going through. you give me the most amazing advice, and i owe you big time for helping me all the times you helped me out. i cannot wait till we have the most amazing sleepover at mine yo. i’ll do your hair and we’ll post pictures of ronnie all over my walls, definitely- he’s a babe! ♥ Love you so much, my kient. ♥ ♥
It honestly pisses me off when people tell me to build a bridge and get the fuck over my last relationship. Seriously, only one person knows about all, or the majority, of the shit that went down in those six months. Yes, I have realized how stupid I was, and have quite obviously moved on. But I haven’t fucking forgotten everything. Unfortunately, that part of my past continues to creep up on me, and only one person can make me forget the way whatever went down at the time has made me feel. Fuck, I want to forgive. The last time I checked, loving someone feels way better than hating them, and I despise feeling so angry towards him still. Some days, I feel like I dropped the hate and anger I’ve been harboring but as soon as I see him in school, the memories rush back, and my blood boils as I think back at his shit and my stupidity. I have to remind myself that times have changed, and I just have to have learned my lesson, and look ahead, now. But letting go is so much easier said than done.
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I would still be holding you like this.
All those fairy tales are full of shit;
One more fucking love song, I’ll be sick.
Those type of relationships where you can try to offend each other, be mean to each other, but in the end, you know that you love each other no matter what. This is my favorite type of relationship because each person knows how to take a joke and won’t take it seriously.
HAHAHA, sounds like me and my homie. ♡
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that shit looks fun.
and why the fuck am I thinking about someone I really shouldn’t be thinking about, right now.
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